Bazen insan hayat\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde neyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeden y\u00fcr\u00fcr.
Bir \u015feylerin eksik oldu\u011funu hisseder ama o eksikli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu tarif edemez. \u0130nsanlar gelir, insanlar gider. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 hayat\u0131na dokunur, baz\u0131lar\u0131 iz b\u0131rak\u0131r, baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise sadece ge\u00e7ip gider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sonra bir g\u00fcn biri \u00e7\u0131kar kar\u015f\u0131na\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ve insan ilk defa, y\u0131llard\u0131r ad\u0131n\u0131 koyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o eksikli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu anlar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben bug\u00fcn t\u00fcm kalbimle \u015f\u00fckretmek istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Beni tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in Allah\u2019a\u2026
Ve beni sana tamam k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k biliyorum; baz\u0131 insanlar hayat\u0131m\u0131za tesad\u00fcfen girmez. Baz\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131la\u015fmalar\u0131n zaman\u0131 vard\u0131r, baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n hayat\u0131m\u0131zdaki yeri vard\u0131r. Biz \u00e7o\u011fu zaman bunu ya\u015farken anlamay\u0131z. Belki de anlamam\u0131z i\u00e7in \u00f6nce biraz eksilmemiz, biraz yorulmam\u0131z, biraz yaln\u0131z kalmam\u0131z gerekir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130nsan bazen kendisini tamamlayacak ki\u015fiyi ararken asl\u0131nda kendisinden bir par\u00e7a arar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben seni buldu\u011fumda, sende kendimi buldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yan\u0131nda ba\u015fka biri olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131m. Kendimi anlatmak i\u00e7in kelimelerin arkas\u0131na saklanmad\u0131m. Oldu\u011fum gibi kalabildim. Susarken bile anla\u015f\u0131lman\u0131n, konu\u015fmadan hissedilmenin ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ger\u00e7ek tamamlanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k, birinin hayat\u0131na sahip olmak de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Onunla birlikte kendin olabilmektir.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Sen benim hayat\u0131ma geldi\u011finde hi\u00e7bir \u015fey bir anda m\u00fckemmel olmad\u0131. Hayat yine kendi y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131. Sorunlar yine vard\u0131, insanlar yine vard\u0131, hayat\u0131n ac\u0131 taraflar\u0131 yine vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama art\u0131k b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc y\u00fcr\u00fcyordum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan\u0131n yan\u0131nda ger\u00e7ekten kendisini anlayan biri oldu\u011funda, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 biraz olsun hafifliyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir insan\u0131n elini tutmak kolayd\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As\u0131l mesele, onun y\u00fcre\u011fine dokunabilmektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n As\u0131l mesele, iyi g\u00fcn\u00fcnde yan\u0131nda olmak de\u011fil; hayat\u0131n sustu\u011fu, kelimelerin t\u00fckendi\u011fi, insan\u0131n kendi i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekildi\u011fi zamanlarda da orada kalabilmektir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben sende bunu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Belki bu y\u00fczden sana bakarken yaln\u0131zca seni g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hayat\u0131m\u0131n bana g\u00f6nderilmi\u015f g\u00fczel bir cevab\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bazen insan Allah\u2019tan bir \u015fey ister. Y\u0131llarca bekler. Olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr, neden olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sorgular. Sonra g\u00fcn gelir, bekledi\u011finden \u00e7ok daha g\u00fczel bir \u015fekilde kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve insan geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015funu s\u00f6yler:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u0130yi ki o zaman olmam\u0131\u015f.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Allah bazen istedi\u011fimizi de\u011fil, bizim i\u00e7in do\u011fru olan\u0131 verir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bazen geciktirir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bazen yollar\u0131 ay\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bazen insan\u0131 yaln\u0131z b\u0131rak\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ama belki de b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131, do\u011fru insanla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda onun k\u0131ymetini anlayabilmemiz i\u00e7in yapar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u015eimdi d\u00f6n\u00fcp hayat\u0131ma bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015feyin bir anlam\u0131 oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ge\u00e7mi\u015fteki k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n\u2026 Hepsi beni sana getiren yolun bir par\u00e7as\u0131ym\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu y\u00fczden ge\u00e7mi\u015fime k\u0131zm\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ge\u00e7mi\u015fim olmasayd\u0131, bug\u00fcn seni bu kadar derinden anlayamazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bug\u00fcn sana bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda i\u00e7imde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir huzur var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan bazen birini sevdi\u011finde sadece kalbiyle de\u011fil, ruhuyla da emin olur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Benim sana dair hissetti\u011fim \u015fey biraz da bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bir tamamlanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sanki uzun zamand\u0131r eksik olan bir c\u00fcmle, sonunda do\u011fru kelimeyi bulmu\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sanki y\u0131llard\u0131r arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir yer varm\u0131\u015f da, oras\u0131 senmi\u015fsin gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve ben bunun i\u00e7in sadece sana de\u011fil, Allah\u2019a \u015f\u00fckrediyorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Beni seni bulabilecek kadar ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Seni hayat\u0131ma koydu\u011fu i\u00e7in\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve en \u00f6nemlisi, beni sana tamam k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc sen benim hayat\u0131mdaki eksik par\u00e7ay\u0131 tamamlayan biri de\u011filsin sadece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sen, benim eksik oldu\u011fumu bile bilmedi\u011fim taraf\u0131m\u0131 ortaya \u00e7\u0131karan insans\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Belki a\u015fk dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey de tam olarak budur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Birbirinin eksiklerini kapatmak de\u011fil\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Birbirinin i\u00e7indeki g\u00fczelli\u011fi ortaya \u00e7\u0131karmak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Yan yana geldi\u011finde hayat\u0131 daha anlaml\u0131 k\u0131lmak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ayn\u0131 manzaraya bakarken ayn\u0131 \u015feyi hissedebilmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde birbirinin sessizli\u011fini duyabilmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve en \u00f6nemlisi, insan\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyaya kar\u015f\u0131 dimdik durdu\u011fu bir anda, yaln\u0131zca bir ki\u015finin yan\u0131nda i\u00e7indeki b\u00fct\u00fcn duvarlar\u0131 indirebilmesi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben bunu sende buldum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bu y\u00fczden bug\u00fcn senden bir \u015fey istemiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sadece yan\u0131mda olman\u0131 istiyorum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Bug\u00fcn, yar\u0131n ve \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn bize izin verdi\u011fi kadar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc art\u0131k biliyorum;<\/p>\n\n\n\n Baz\u0131 insanlar sevilmek i\u00e7in de\u011fil, \u015f\u00fckredilmek i\u00e7in gelir hayat\u0131m\u0131za.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Sen de benim hayat\u0131ma \u00f6yle geldin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ben de t\u00fcm kalbimle \u015f\u00fckrediyorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Beni tamamlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7in Allah\u2019a, Ve e\u011fer hayat bana yeniden ba\u015flama \u015fans\u0131 verseydi, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015feyi yine ya\u015fard\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biliyorum ki o yollar\u0131n sonunda sen vars\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ve insan bazen b\u00fct\u00fcn hayat\u0131n\u0131 tek bir c\u00fcmlede anlamland\u0131rabiliyor:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201c\u0130yi ki seni bana, beni de sana nasip etmi\u015f.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bazen insan hayat\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7inde neyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeden y\u00fcr\u00fcr.Bir \u015feylerin eksik oldu\u011funu hisseder ama o eksikli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu tarif edemez. \u0130nsanlar gelir, insanlar gider. Baz\u0131lar\u0131 hayat\u0131na dokunur, baz\u0131lar\u0131 iz b\u0131rak\u0131r, baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise sadece ge\u00e7ip gider. Sonra bir g\u00fcn biri \u00e7\u0131kar kar\u015f\u0131na\u2026 Ve insan ilk defa, y\u0131llard\u0131r ad\u0131n\u0131 koyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o eksikli\u011fin ne oldu\u011funu anlar. 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Yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n\u2026
Bekleyi\u015flerimin\u2026
Kaybettiklerimin\u2026
Ve sustu\u011fum b\u00fct\u00fcn zamanlar\u0131n\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
beni sana tamam k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n